HITS of the 20s & 30s.

HITS of my 20s and 30s.
 

Hits of the 20s and 30s. The HITS of breaking up .....and wondering why I have maybe, 2 single friends? Maybe? Why does everyone have the life I want and I don't!!!!!! There, tantrum over. But seriously. I look great on paper I have 2 degrees and my masters. I have a job that I love. great family!, I love socializing, I drink wine, go to church, dress cute, I'm sweet, I've travelled and man, I am fun!! What else do I have to do to find a great man. I thought I had ,the great, man and was blindsided one night to find out "He is really happy now but doesn't see 'us' happy in 10 years!' What! Life changing. I had said from day one. I am going to marry this guy!!! We moved in together quick and life continued to blossomed. He told me he wanted to marry me. We were building a house together. We met with the architect, we had our land surveyed talked about our wedding...we were in it. Real. Love. Then he got drunk broke up with me in front of friends and told me I had to move out ASAP.
me: Tomorrow?
him: Yep Tomorrow
me.: Can't I just stay in the bedroom in the basement? Where am I supposed to go?
him: Maybe I can help you look into staying in a hotel room for a week or so.
me: no words. I felt  Shocked. hurt. abandoned. sad???
and then his friends sat on the couch and watched me move out in the morning.....making small talk and not leaving....just watching. Sitting on the couch with a smirk on their faces.

xoxo

-curiouscursor-